Sorry. I am just too burdened with an essay (and still having to work and stuff) to get a proper blog post written (it would take me 1-2 hours minimum and much mental energy)
Here is a song I find helpful for my spirituality: The Word of God according to Florence and the Machine
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCWnVznnWcs about hope and redemption, repentance, change, leaving negative ways of being behind all that stuff
and another: The Word of God according to Alice Deejay
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvalLXZ8Vuo about the need for presence. I use it as a need for presence of God need for spirituality, but it is also a need for people, for community. I always associate this song with a death-cry by the rejected Christ on the cross.
Both songs are possibly best experienced without their videos, but suit yourselves.
I realize this is not a great post and I will return to my usual transmission (maybe aim for two next week but I am not making promises) ASAP